Cancer Dad is likely retired. This was a basically failed experiment in that I expected to use it to write about Nathan's illness and then to continue to use it after his death to write about our experiences with grief. Either I don't really let things out through writing, or I just never got up the nerve to write much of the raw truth. I'm thinking it is probably a little of both. I'll probably leave this live for awhile just in case I end up needing a place, but I'll probably just mix my Cancer Dad-like posts in at A Night in the Box.